Thursday, June 26, 2008

What Exactly is this Public Service Stuff Anyways?

I have always had a very clear and defined idea of how I wanted to devote my life to public service. Growing up in the developing world I have always envisioned a life where I would travel deep within the souls of countries to work and live among the people. I have always had a passion for working with refugee youth who I have always considered to be among the most vulnerable populations of the world. This and only this has been my idea of what public service was. Since being in Kolkata I have had to reevaluate my notion of public service...as I've seen that my body and lungs won't put up with my global nomad habits and desires. So now Im asking...what exactly is this public service stuff anyways? How do I find a new place for myself in this sector? How do I tell my heart to feel strongly about another direction when I have been so focused on going somewhere else? So family your worst fears may be over...I may be putting my dreams of going into the deepest darkest places on hold for a while...but I think it may take a while to find the light in something else.

2 comments:

Tait and Kathleen said...

I love you! The world has so many places and people that will benefit from your passion.

Sara said...

Erin - You are an amazing woman who will promote change and peace wherever you go and with whatever you do. You have already done so much in your short life - and will accomplish so much more by being healthy and surrounded by people you love. I will be keeping you in my thoughts on your journey home, and hope you have safe and relaxing travels.